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early morning realization
I have a bit over a thousand words to go on my novella. Something that can be done in one sitting, yet I've averaged about two lines a day for the last few days...maybe a week.
Thinking, yet again, that I've gotta get this done, it's finally dawned on me that I left out about that much on the original Quinn tale before I was seduced by the Shomi contest. And I left about that much on the first draft of the Shomi novel before I decided that pushing for that particular publication wasn't the right thing for me.
I have no particular insight or strategy to get me to just grow up and do it. But I figure that realizing this particular mode of self sabotage will bring me that much closer to changing it.
Thinking, yet again, that I've gotta get this done, it's finally dawned on me that I left out about that much on the original Quinn tale before I was seduced by the Shomi contest. And I left about that much on the first draft of the Shomi novel before I decided that pushing for that particular publication wasn't the right thing for me.
I have no particular insight or strategy to get me to just grow up and do it. But I figure that realizing this particular mode of self sabotage will bring me that much closer to changing it.
